Is it just me, or is anyone else having this problem?

It just occurred to me that I have not truly been soaking in this hurricane devastation as I feel I should. It's like I have been watching the coverage from some safe place far away...even in my brain. Then, tonight, it hit me for some reason. My God, what would I do if it were me? I can't even imagine what these people must be going through...no house to return to, no job to return to, many times, no family to return to. When they say devastation, it is true in so many senses of the word.